Post by simonsbanginbabe on Jul 22, 2005 11:03:26 GMT -5
ok i have a man problem as usual. i will try and keep this short and sweet so here's the history in a nutshell.
4 years ago i fell in love with a married man. i never felt this way before in my entire life. i felt we were soulmates and so did he, he told me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me that i am everything he ever wanted in a woman, etc. well, he went back to his wife to work things out which i can respect that he tried once. well he broke up with me 22 times in the first year and a half. spent christmas every year with her and the kids, lied to me, did some porn stuff behind my back, i now hate myself for the way i look and am obsessed with trying to be thin and wanting to get implants. he would be over her house and call me when he leaves. i am still in love with this man but he is breaking my heart. i just broke up with him because another thing is that he doesnt mingle his and my kids together, i lost a job because he wouldnt help me out and he watches my kids only if he doesnt have his. he took me out to dinner once and to the movies once. he tells me that doing things with me takes him away from time with his kids yet he has done things for himself. he is a musician and does things for the band before me. i am still waiting for three months for him to work on my car. i can tell u more but that;s basically alot.
what r your thoughts!?
4 years ago i fell in love with a married man. i never felt this way before in my entire life. i felt we were soulmates and so did he, he told me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me that i am everything he ever wanted in a woman, etc. well, he went back to his wife to work things out which i can respect that he tried once. well he broke up with me 22 times in the first year and a half. spent christmas every year with her and the kids, lied to me, did some porn stuff behind my back, i now hate myself for the way i look and am obsessed with trying to be thin and wanting to get implants. he would be over her house and call me when he leaves. i am still in love with this man but he is breaking my heart. i just broke up with him because another thing is that he doesnt mingle his and my kids together, i lost a job because he wouldnt help me out and he watches my kids only if he doesnt have his. he took me out to dinner once and to the movies once. he tells me that doing things with me takes him away from time with his kids yet he has done things for himself. he is a musician and does things for the band before me. i am still waiting for three months for him to work on my car. i can tell u more but that;s basically alot.
what r your thoughts!?
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